Journal 20: If i were given the ability to communicate with any animal, I would choose to talk to birds.  My reasoning behind this choice is that I have a desire to be surrounded by these creatures.  The birds that i am most interested with are those that represent the darkness and evil.  I would focus on communicating more with crows, vultures, owls, and the condors.  I have always surrounded myself with darkness as I grew because it brought joy to me.  To be able to befriend any of these birds would be great.  What i would do is have most likely a crow rest on my shoulder during the day in order to give out a sense of evil.  People ask wether it is better to be loved or feared.  I personally, choose to be feared by others.  Another of my reasons for choosing these animals is because i once had a dream, in which i controlled a flock of crows and vultures and blocked managed to black out the sun.  I think it would be great to accomplish this dream.  It is believed that the eyes of an owl have the ability to hypnotize people.  I would use these animals to assist me in hypnotizing my enemies.